isnt it amazing when God works His miracles
through people? ^^
kinda makes me wanna shout to the whole
world: MY GOD IS ALIVE!!!

somanythingsiwanttoreachfor:

1. Breakthrough for my Vision!!
2. Passion for everything i strive for!!
3. Holy Spirit!!
4. Discipline!! Focused Energy!!
5. Loving People, Pleasing God!!
6. Faith-filled Prayers!!
7. Wisdom and Understanding!!
8. Confidence and Boldness!!
9. So many things but above all-

LIVING FOR GOD-
WITH GOD-
IN GOD!!!! =D

Jeremiah 29:11-13!! ^^

why,
i used to believe in as many as six impossible things
before breakfast.

-The Queen,
Alice in Wonderland.

and i call the things that are not as though they exist.


had a great time helping out in church today! ^^
Thanks Sister Alicia, Shermaine, Joyce, Jie Xin,
mylittlefiestycompadreShu-Yin, Amelia, Ongah,
Kenneth, Ian, Zhiyang and so many great people who
made today's fashion deco session in HoGc so much fun!

i thought it was wonderful to be able to spend so much
time knowing such wonderful friends, and all working
hard to beautify the church and glorify God! ^^

had no idea it could be so back-breaking and traumatising-
but thankfully it was worth it, n'est ce pas? hahahas =)
oh and half-day fast was a breakthrough man! =)
had new revelations; which include the fact that:
My God is an illogical God!
healing lepers, mad men, and even raising those'asleep'?
five loaves, two fish?
calming the storm, walking on water?
so really, is it any more different than
hoping to do my studies and holiday homework well, and still
being able to grow in His presence daily?
can we really have our prayers come true?
why should anything be impossible with Jesus? XD
mann
really gotta pray more and seek the presence of God!
Thank You Lord for such an awesome day!!
gosh and its past 2 now-
goodnight everyone! sweet dreams and
the Lord be with YOU! ^^

i love God's peace in my heart. =)

these few days being unable to speak have been most
insightful.
for instance, you really start to consider and process
what you speak! thankfully no one can hear what you say,
so half the time its a good thing,
cuz it might just sound like trash.
mm,
and i think i ve become more feminine!
now i know why ancient samurai liked their women Quiet.
GOOD LORD now i really cant stand that thought-
once i get my voice back its gonna be the same
vioL full-onslaught a la power feminist!!
as much macho-scary-female-boss aura i can muster!!

albeit one that has a great interest in
baking, horticulture, housekeeping, and
loves flowers and the travel and living channel!
and also has dreams of becoming a
super-inspiring business woman with her own
entrepreneur tuition education centre!
HoGc bakery/cafe franchise!
and mustmust have absolute control over how to
furnish the garden and toilet AND kitchen of
her beautiful future home.
the rest her beautiful future partner can have full reign XD

DREAMS ARE LOVELY THINGS, DONT YOU THINK?
cuz theres a high possibility they could come true
*full-face grinning from one pierced ear to the other* XD

(i cant Stand! prolongedmessyenvironments mann)
*it, like, totally ruins my karmaa? hahahas

feeling rather wretched now;
turns out i caught a bacterial form of laryngitis
from that high fever i had a few days ago-
and so now i m stuck full-time at home
when i could be at my ZONE CAMP!!! -deepsighs andwhines
ahhs wells..
let words express what my voice currently cant!

A trip to the doctor
A child's persistent muffled coughs
fill the chilling silence of this
seemingly cheery, simple room
People, left alone to their own thoughts
perhaps to enjoy a moment of
quiet reflection;
dislodged from this busy rush called Life

On the surface,
they seem fine
but mere appearance belie something more sinister..
an arthritic knee, perhaps?
or a tumour, one or two?
encezma, high fever or most probably
the common cold and flu.

so perhaps i should be thankful
this really could be worse-
Paralysis or malignant cancer would be
a greater curse;
Be glad this is a clinic girl- and
not the ICU-

cuz really, everybody knows;
theres a limit what doctors can do.

and this is dedicated to my Healer! ^^

In God i trust
my throat be healed
In God i trust
my strength renew
all worries and sorrow
though here today;
gone tomorrow
In God i trust
my troubles He casts-
in God i trust
i must, i must. =)

and Lastly!

i love the withering plant
in the corner of this room
its dying vines entangle!
around a pole thats so unstable!
its dried roots reaching in vain
for moisture on the cold tiled floor
yet it leaves are still a hopeful pale green
though reality bites;it wont give in-
gambate!
i love its fighting spirt- man!
against slow Death?
i hope it wins. ^^

its only seven in the morning but i already feel so
blessed!!
Thank You Lord for
1. my health (sorethroatandsoreeye begone!)
2. my morning work ethnic
3. Zone BnC CAMP!!! aieeeCANTWAIT XD
4. the morning LIFE funnies
5. the choice to enjoy a leisure breakfast of
boiled oatsandraisins- its really makes such a good meal ^^
6. the fact that i have a dental appointment later! =)
7. the fact that i m going out with jess in bugis!
8. i will have the self discipline and will to pack up my house
-starting now!
(freely you have received, freely you shall give ^^)
so now its my turn to make your day! *awrights!

and Dear Lord-
Thank You for Your Son, Jesus Christ! ^^
lovely people,
may your life be as blessed as mine, if not more! =)

Heart of God Church Photog Ministry

Rawks.

much like the rest of HoGc ^^

and you aint seen nothing yet!

wait till i find out

how to download the youtube mocca spoof! =D

ps. revelation of thr day no.1-

Johnathan looks like Alton 0.0

i have such an awesome life XD

after a tolerable chem remedial (thanks to John. really)

and a interesting fertilizer revelation..

headed to orchard to meet Ange!

hahahas letsee we went to

Borders

WA Food Republic (hokkienmeerevelation-

have a passion for your occupation. in fact have passion

in anything you do, anything, Anything! just to stop yourself

from getting that dead fish-eye look in your face when you

slop a slippery, messy pile of noodles-

(the prawns were your saving grace)

for anticipating masses expecting decent prawn mee. please.)

personal note to self: be a shining testimony myself.

several shoppes (i officially declare myself non-shopaholic XD )

Takashimaya- ooh highly memorable for my Venezia

BelgiumChocolateGreenteaw/RedBean waffle cone experience-

^^

did i mention i m quite unphotographic?

ps. thank goodness for my rhino hide and inner beauty.

and my beautiful eyes, smile and fifth piercing.

and apparently my uncanny sense of humour. =)

ooh i m getting apple aloe and chlorophyll dessert now!

Thank You Lord for my sisters.

and Shrek 3 =D

hahahahs

LOVING MY LIFE ^^

In a perfect world everybody would be successful,...secure

and loved. =)

and she wondered; is there a fighter in me?

wouldyouliketofindout?

her breath caught between ragged sobs-
she ran faster.

thefootstepsseemed so close.

faster!

openthedoor;please!
she cried.

the bundle in her arms wailed.
the sound merging with the gypsy's last scream-

sanctuary.

and then one thousand radiant angels appeared!
and they took
her soul to be with her beautiful child in heaven,
where she would fear no more.

that would be my ideal Quasimodo start and ending actually. ^^

admittedly, its not something to be proud of-
but i love the way how
the consumerism advocates of
thousands of uber-hot multi-national coporations
invest billions of
dollars just to get people into this warm, fuzzy
christmasy-holiday mood. =)

like christmas jingles in NTUC 0.o
and brilliantly wrapped presents dangling all over
and cliche sprayed frost on the window fronts
and christmas wreaths and cascading silk adorning
the entire place.

but lets not forget the ultimate point:
Its Jesus's BIRTHDAY!!! =D

i wonder- what would you get for someone who
really Really ReALly already has it all? =)

i want to learn to love people.MORE!

i have severe mixed emotions regarding this issue.
mostly evoking vocabulary such like

festering, bloody-raw and curdled.

yes, dear friends, today im going to tell you my
personal vendetta with Insecurity.

pretty simple word, no?
fear. and look what this single feeling does to us?
where does jealousy and envy stemmed from?
where does anger and hatred burn forth?
where does hurt and disappointment spring forth?
i could go on and on-
how it tears people and their lives apart;
how it pulls people from their loved ones!
how it sows doubt, greed and bitterness-
how it blinds, deafens, mutes and
renders a person completely defensive,
yet totally weak and vulnerable.

is it possible to be completely secure?
i believe so, yes!
How? (PastorHow!hehehs ^^)
to simply trust completely in the King of Kings
and the Lord of Lords-
Jesus Christ! (yeh, and thats the truth!)
He understands, and He heals.
He knows, and He forgives.
He comforts and He loves.
every single thing you have felt- worry, fear,
doubt, anger, jealousy, emotional, stressed.

guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus,
whose peace surpasses all understanding-

He is perfect.

my little sister asked me if i belived in perfection.
i said, no.
so God is not perfect.
i am not perfect, But God is perfect.
God is not perfect, he made mistakes.
so what did you think is God's mistake?
He created Satan.

friends, i believe God did not create Satan.
certainly, i know that if He willed,
the Devil would have never even existed.
i do not count myself worthy to decide why there
is evil and cruelty in this world, but certainly i believe;

that there will come a day of Judgement.
and when that day comes,

all will be brought to light.

dear Lord, i know that its too easy for me to delete this post.
i can easily press the 'delete' button- and i would not
care if people will be upset or offended or such.

but i really hope that this helped someone; who has found
an answer in this post for the question in his/her heart.
to stand up for what i believe;
to lead a life the reflection of You.